Subterranean By Design...
---Limbo---
2004-04-23 - 2:00 a.m.
So I am in sort of a funk.
The last couple of days I've ended with the feeling that the world wouldn't miss a beat if I just up and vanished. I waste my free time. When I am alone, I am idle. I am not making good on the gifts I have been given. I need some stimulus.
I have used a whole bunch of things as bookmarks in my time, but today was something new: a Canadian ten dollar bill. It worked.
Two weeks of semester left. Then a summer of calc and studying for the next qual. At least it will be summer. Man, I can't even be whiny without thinking that I sound pathetic. I've got to snap out of this.
Song Currently on WinAmp: "See You on the Other Side" by Ozzy Osbourne. I love this tune. High school memories, slow, allows you to think of whatever you want. I'm sure that this song means something different to everyone who listens to it. "Never thought I'd feel like this, strange to be alone. But we'll be together carved in stone..." Morbid, and glorious.
Two Steps Forward - Two Steps Back
